我们家的小狗 今天下午 已经去世了
让她好好的去吧 希望 她可以找到个好人家投胎
我们会很想念你的
我们曾经度过快乐的日记
不用担心我会很好好的过
你一定会找到blackie 陪伴你
你安安乐乐 去吧
永远想念你的。。。。。
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Coming into final quarter of the year 2008
Its speedy time and comes into final quarter of the year in 2008.
Oh Gosh, another 3 months left and it will end 2008.
What's mine sucesses in this year? And what's my failure in this year?
Thinking and thinking, and never think about one which I can tell anyone of them.
This year it could be my bad year, or I should say it. Its my 'learning curve' year in my life experience. Although many sad news and bad news have come up to me, but I always in a positive thinking to manage them in a right way.
Someone told me, dont let your emotion to control you. And someone told me that only you think positively it will only happen in a right way. Many decisions need to be made. Some decisions may not easily to manage it. To me, I will accept it as challenges. Nevertheless, we need to accept realities when it comes to us. Everyone need to accept when bad things happened. And everyone need to face it as well......
Oh Gosh, another 3 months left and it will end 2008.
What's mine sucesses in this year? And what's my failure in this year?
Thinking and thinking, and never think about one which I can tell anyone of them.
This year it could be my bad year, or I should say it. Its my 'learning curve' year in my life experience. Although many sad news and bad news have come up to me, but I always in a positive thinking to manage them in a right way.
Someone told me, dont let your emotion to control you. And someone told me that only you think positively it will only happen in a right way. Many decisions need to be made. Some decisions may not easily to manage it. To me, I will accept it as challenges. Nevertheless, we need to accept realities when it comes to us. Everyone need to accept when bad things happened. And everyone need to face it as well......
Monday, September 1, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
雪の华
这一首歌 就让我 想到很多 我不要去想的问题 ， 我很喜欢 这一首歌 让我回忆到我的很甜蜜 的日记。
已经过去了 有可能 我也不舍得 去放下 这一段美丽的回忆
是否我们可以永远的好朋友
还是路过的陌生人
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
戏如人生
有人多说 戏如人生 ， 也很多人说 人一定不可能面对事实
有很多说法 我可能有时候 也不会去面对 事实
有时候 我会去想一想 如果 我是那个 女主角 我会用什么方法去演。
可能看太多戏了 我慢慢的 去想太多
最近 有个人慢慢的 有兴趣 看看我的部落 也有人 写了一些 comment 。。。但是用韩文
hmmm。。。。太奇妙了。。哈哈
有很多说法 我可能有时候 也不会去面对 事实
有时候 我会去想一想 如果 我是那个 女主角 我会用什么方法去演。
可能看太多戏了 我慢慢的 去想太多
最近 有个人慢慢的 有兴趣 看看我的部落 也有人 写了一些 comment 。。。但是用韩文
hmmm。。。。太奇妙了。。哈哈
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Olympics Weekend
Its another Sunday again....yeah I will prefer to choose on Sunday to update my blog. Haha...honestly not much can do it on the week days...most time was busy while working...nothing much. I have change shift again from 8 am till 5pm. Yeah, bit not really to adapt my shift now. Cause I used to wake up so early to go to work at 7 am. But what to do...some 'muppet' perhap I will give him a better nick as Clown.
Anyway, there is another week gone....week by week...like wind blown away my weekend.
Last Friday, was the Olympics opening ceremony. And everyone getting very excited about the opening ceremony. Its really a grant opening ceremony in Beijing. I guess the next international language should be the 'Mandarin'. Even now, everyone learn about chinese culture. Sometime I really feel ashame as a Chinese but doesnt know to speak in their own mother tongue... (not me) ,ok...I am fluent in Cantonese, Pu tong Hua (mandarin), Hokkien too....
I am proud to be a Chinese, and especially with my mixed blood look...sometime even Chinese never treat me as a Chinese. They either said I looks like a Thai or Eurasian....because I have brownish eyes...that's weird right.
Last week, was really bored. The new colleague came in for 4 days and disappeared within 24 hours on Friday. I believe he must has his own reason to leave the company. Else where, probably he really doesnt like the working environment that having right now. Well, no comment on that..it is just I felt and my prediction its really accurate. Maybe, I should say I have strong obeservation than others. From the first step he came into office I have knew that he wont be stay long in this company.
Anyway, there is another week gone....week by week...like wind blown away my weekend.
Last Friday, was the Olympics opening ceremony. And everyone getting very excited about the opening ceremony. Its really a grant opening ceremony in Beijing. I guess the next international language should be the 'Mandarin'. Even now, everyone learn about chinese culture. Sometime I really feel ashame as a Chinese but doesnt know to speak in their own mother tongue... (not me) ,ok...I am fluent in Cantonese, Pu tong Hua (mandarin), Hokkien too....
I am proud to be a Chinese, and especially with my mixed blood look...sometime even Chinese never treat me as a Chinese. They either said I looks like a Thai or Eurasian....because I have brownish eyes...that's weird right.
Last week, was really bored. The new colleague came in for 4 days and disappeared within 24 hours on Friday. I believe he must has his own reason to leave the company. Else where, probably he really doesnt like the working environment that having right now. Well, no comment on that..it is just I felt and my prediction its really accurate. Maybe, I should say I have strong obeservation than others. From the first step he came into office I have knew that he wont be stay long in this company.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
First Sunday in August 2008
Today is Sunday, 3rd of August. Its first sunday in August.....since yesterday started I have practised to walk at the park early morning at 7am.
Yeah, surprising that I will wake up at 6 am and going for walk on Saturday and Sunday. Thats make me feel something lazy about to do. But because for health, sometime we will sacrifice our time of sleep.
Last weekend, my aunt admitted into ward. She is getting better and okay now. However, her doc told her that she has lack of blood count. I have anemia problem too...but that was quite sometime ago. After a thought that remind me , life its so fragile. And last week, one of my colleague dad had virus attack and she was really worried about his dad. I did advise her to go back and visit her dad....finally on Thursday she cant stand the worriness and went back to her hometown.
A lot of issues and things happened in within a month. One of my closest colleague left the company within 24 hours after he found another job in another industry. I am happy for him too, finally he can leave for a better future.
I was thinking on the another night, I wish I can go back to my industry....market research. As I studied in Marketing, I should not wasted my studies and work for my favourite job in marketing. Its really fun that I really understand about it. Couldn't know why I hardly get back to my industry. Maybe its fate....
With regard on myself, after few months distance we have better understanding to each other......sometime things may be changed after certain prejudice has happened before. Was thinking maybe after a break...we could talk more than other things...I am not refering about myself...its a bout a friend that I knew. They have broken off a bout a year, but the guy still love his ex-girlfriend...he would to get back her...but she is not confidence how long the relationship will last if they are together again.....what do you think of this question????!!!!
Yeah, surprising that I will wake up at 6 am and going for walk on Saturday and Sunday. Thats make me feel something lazy about to do. But because for health, sometime we will sacrifice our time of sleep.
Last weekend, my aunt admitted into ward. She is getting better and okay now. However, her doc told her that she has lack of blood count. I have anemia problem too...but that was quite sometime ago. After a thought that remind me , life its so fragile. And last week, one of my colleague dad had virus attack and she was really worried about his dad. I did advise her to go back and visit her dad....finally on Thursday she cant stand the worriness and went back to her hometown.
A lot of issues and things happened in within a month. One of my closest colleague left the company within 24 hours after he found another job in another industry. I am happy for him too, finally he can leave for a better future.
I was thinking on the another night, I wish I can go back to my industry....market research. As I studied in Marketing, I should not wasted my studies and work for my favourite job in marketing. Its really fun that I really understand about it. Couldn't know why I hardly get back to my industry. Maybe its fate....
With regard on myself, after few months distance we have better understanding to each other......sometime things may be changed after certain prejudice has happened before. Was thinking maybe after a break...we could talk more than other things...I am not refering about myself...its a bout a friend that I knew. They have broken off a bout a year, but the guy still love his ex-girlfriend...he would to get back her...but she is not confidence how long the relationship will last if they are together again.....what do you think of this question????!!!!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Another Wednesday
Its another Wednesday for me. Its 7.30am early in the morning. I am already in my office and has started my work half hour ago. Yeah, my shift has changed to work at 7 am now.
Though can leave early at 4pm, but the life its miserable....I need to wake up at 5:15am in the early morning now.
There is another 2 days left and coming to my lovely weekend soon. Last week, I was extremely busy with my family matters. Dad had shingles and has admitted to hospital. He was suffering from the pain of nerve. I can understand that too.....its really not easy to overcome the painful shingles. As he is getting older too, the imune system will not that strong as a young man anymore.
Me and mom was really worried about him after he has taken those medicine to cure the shingles, but it has side effect after taken the medicines. Its really frightened us after we saw the side effect came to him. But its has ended, now mom daily will company dad to do some acupunture at chinese hospital.
That's really a tiring weekend for me......
Though can leave early at 4pm, but the life its miserable....I need to wake up at 5:15am in the early morning now.
There is another 2 days left and coming to my lovely weekend soon. Last week, I was extremely busy with my family matters. Dad had shingles and has admitted to hospital. He was suffering from the pain of nerve. I can understand that too.....its really not easy to overcome the painful shingles. As he is getting older too, the imune system will not that strong as a young man anymore.
Me and mom was really worried about him after he has taken those medicine to cure the shingles, but it has side effect after taken the medicines. Its really frightened us after we saw the side effect came to him. But its has ended, now mom daily will company dad to do some acupunture at chinese hospital.
That's really a tiring weekend for me......
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
A Worried Day !
It's a cloudy Wednesday. This morning once open my eyes, was thinking to come online to chat with 'C'. Yeah, probably its a sleeping for him though.
Last night, I really had a good night sleep. I didnt wake up in the middle of night. Sleep till this morning at 4:55am wake up a while as its normal for me to wake twice in a night. Last night spoken with my sis-in-law before I slept.
Yeah, its about my dad. He has shingles and chinese people known as 'snake'. Its getting more worse after seeing the doc on the Monday. More shingles and it spreads to whole of his back. He had suffer for few nights which unable to sleep in. Yeah, the feeling of pain. Even though a dozen of pain killer cant help in. As he really in a suffer which I can see the most.
After nagging for few days, finally this morning brought him to Tong Shin Hospital. He has his own Chinese Sensei which always help him to acupunture and he preferable to see chinese doc rather than taking western medicine. I cant resist his option and what he's still preferable.
Make me worried for a whole morning.
During my lunch time, I had given a call to my mom to check on his situation at moment. Wanted to know whats the status. But its fortunately he is safe now after the acupunture and the chinese treatment......I am waiting to go home now...there is another 20 mins left to my home...
Last night, I really had a good night sleep. I didnt wake up in the middle of night. Sleep till this morning at 4:55am wake up a while as its normal for me to wake twice in a night. Last night spoken with my sis-in-law before I slept.
Yeah, its about my dad. He has shingles and chinese people known as 'snake'. Its getting more worse after seeing the doc on the Monday. More shingles and it spreads to whole of his back. He had suffer for few nights which unable to sleep in. Yeah, the feeling of pain. Even though a dozen of pain killer cant help in. As he really in a suffer which I can see the most.
After nagging for few days, finally this morning brought him to Tong Shin Hospital. He has his own Chinese Sensei which always help him to acupunture and he preferable to see chinese doc rather than taking western medicine. I cant resist his option and what he's still preferable.
Make me worried for a whole morning.
During my lunch time, I had given a call to my mom to check on his situation at moment. Wanted to know whats the status. But its fortunately he is safe now after the acupunture and the chinese treatment......I am waiting to go home now...there is another 20 mins left to my home...
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Pour Like Cats and Dogs
Its cozy Tuesday, what A Tuesday. Wake up this morning, yeah couldnt get a enough sleep. Woke up at 5:43am as usual during the weekdays. My preparation to work today.
At first thought, was thinking took the LRT to work today. At 6.50am, the rain has started to fall. Oh my god! It's really pouring like cats and dogs in this early in the morning. I nearly late to attend to work. But honestly, I should thanks to my dad...even he is not feeling well. But he still insist to send me to work this morning.
He told me not to catch cold, since I am just recovered from sickness last Friday. Really feeling so sweet of my dad. Dad started up the engine and prepared to send me to work this morning with my Mommy as well.
Well, during the journey from home to work it took me about an hour. That's horrible. Especially, it is so early in the morning at 7am. Cant believe it the traffic can be bad till stucked in the jam for an hour.
Almost at 8 am then I reached at my office and rushing up to my office. That's what A Tuesday is.......
At first thought, was thinking took the LRT to work today. At 6.50am, the rain has started to fall. Oh my god! It's really pouring like cats and dogs in this early in the morning. I nearly late to attend to work. But honestly, I should thanks to my dad...even he is not feeling well. But he still insist to send me to work this morning.
He told me not to catch cold, since I am just recovered from sickness last Friday. Really feeling so sweet of my dad. Dad started up the engine and prepared to send me to work this morning with my Mommy as well.
Well, during the journey from home to work it took me about an hour. That's horrible. Especially, it is so early in the morning at 7am. Cant believe it the traffic can be bad till stucked in the jam for an hour.
Almost at 8 am then I reached at my office and rushing up to my office. That's what A Tuesday is.......
Sunday, July 6, 2008
最花钱的星期天
一大早 起身了， 吃饱了早餐 然后就问问 我的堂妹 今天我们的 Schedule。当然 我们已经约定了。我们已经说好要一起去逛逛街。
Right after our msn-ing then I am getting ready to go for a shower and a slight make up. As she said we are going to her school first then only headed to KLCC. So a slight make up sure need to do it. Right after everything, we get ready to out destiny. And it is my first day to wear the shoe that I have bought from Nose. Though, today bit tired and the shoe not really a good shoe to wear to shopping, because its not comfortable to wear, especially I have some hurt on my toes.
We headed to KLCC after the school meeting of my cousin sis. First place, we tried to check out the gifts from Origins and Kiehl's. Heard from a best friend, she need a lip balm which have Avocado ingredient. Unfortunately cant get it for her though.
However, we have walked about 2 hours then only decided what to buy for the birthday girls. Yeah, its both of them whom getting to 30's soon in coming July...oopss...i'm sorry not really wanna talk about you both who getting older, but i'm too honest. Yes, its true you're getting older after July. Went to Crabtree & Evelyn and bought a Jojoba Lotion and Wash for one of them and the Origins shampoo and conditioners...with comes with 4 different flavours. Something that they might used during the travel. Especially when it is so miniature for them to bring along to their trips.
I have used about RM 200 for today, included a lunch in Sans Francisco Coffee House and gifts for both of leng lui's and a fruit Juice, Roti Boy (for dad & mom) yeah, i wont forget them even I go to shopping geh and also one mag for July ...yeah, my favourite Jasmine's Mag.
Right after our msn-ing then I am getting ready to go for a shower and a slight make up. As she said we are going to her school first then only headed to KLCC. So a slight make up sure need to do it. Right after everything, we get ready to out destiny. And it is my first day to wear the shoe that I have bought from Nose. Though, today bit tired and the shoe not really a good shoe to wear to shopping, because its not comfortable to wear, especially I have some hurt on my toes.
We headed to KLCC after the school meeting of my cousin sis. First place, we tried to check out the gifts from Origins and Kiehl's. Heard from a best friend, she need a lip balm which have Avocado ingredient. Unfortunately cant get it for her though.
However, we have walked about 2 hours then only decided what to buy for the birthday girls. Yeah, its both of them whom getting to 30's soon in coming July...oopss...i'm sorry not really wanna talk about you both who getting older, but i'm too honest. Yes, its true you're getting older after July. Went to Crabtree & Evelyn and bought a Jojoba Lotion and Wash for one of them and the Origins shampoo and conditioners...with comes with 4 different flavours. Something that they might used during the travel. Especially when it is so miniature for them to bring along to their trips.
I have used about RM 200 for today, included a lunch in Sans Francisco Coffee House and gifts for both of leng lui's and a fruit Juice, Roti Boy (for dad & mom) yeah, i wont forget them even I go to shopping geh and also one mag for July ...yeah, my favourite Jasmine's Mag.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
What A Standard Saturday -_-''
Its 8:30pm now. It comes up almost ended my Saturday soon.
Early in the morning, woke up felt that I am so lazy today. But I was thinking to have some shopping spree with my beloved friend. Nevertheless, she has joined into another group for her trip to Ipoh. That's so sad. What my next plan??!! No plan at all....woke up started up my engine...(sorry, i mean my body) to do houseworks of a day.
First, put in the clothes in to washing machine. Then mom bought me a wanton noodle. Then start up with my breakfast....my nutrients are from there. Done my breakfast then I started up to hand wash those lingeries....yeah, I need to separate those lacey lingerie from washing machine and my Calvin Klien Jean mini skirt too...no choice, forced to use hand wash.
Done up everything on my laundry then went into my living room....saw my aunt sweeping the floor. What my next respond, get a mop.....what?? yeah, need to mopped the floor. Since she has done the sweeping, so what I need to do its mop thr floor. Phew....quite tired huh...
Then after a while, mom and dad went to Tong Shin for acupunture and left me home. I was taking my medicine..since that I'm ill yesterday. Been tired and taken a nap a while till 2pm.
Wake up and really feel more energetic and continue my houseworks.
Yeah, next step spring clean my room. I am doing cleaning to clean up my room every month once. What spring clean I will do ? Get a pale and a dry cloth. Soak the dry cloth into pale and wash it up and to clean all the dust in my room. That what my routine for every month.
After washing and soaking and mopping everythings done. Then I should take a warm shower with my White Mask from Kore to release the tiredness.
That was my day.....
Early in the morning, woke up felt that I am so lazy today. But I was thinking to have some shopping spree with my beloved friend. Nevertheless, she has joined into another group for her trip to Ipoh. That's so sad. What my next plan??!! No plan at all....woke up started up my engine...(sorry, i mean my body) to do houseworks of a day.
First, put in the clothes in to washing machine. Then mom bought me a wanton noodle. Then start up with my breakfast....my nutrients are from there. Done my breakfast then I started up to hand wash those lingeries....yeah, I need to separate those lacey lingerie from washing machine and my Calvin Klien Jean mini skirt too...no choice, forced to use hand wash.
Done up everything on my laundry then went into my living room....saw my aunt sweeping the floor. What my next respond, get a mop.....what?? yeah, need to mopped the floor. Since she has done the sweeping, so what I need to do its mop thr floor. Phew....quite tired huh...
Then after a while, mom and dad went to Tong Shin for acupunture and left me home. I was taking my medicine..since that I'm ill yesterday. Been tired and taken a nap a while till 2pm.
Wake up and really feel more energetic and continue my houseworks.
Yeah, next step spring clean my room. I am doing cleaning to clean up my room every month once. What spring clean I will do ? Get a pale and a dry cloth. Soak the dry cloth into pale and wash it up and to clean all the dust in my room. That what my routine for every month.
After washing and soaking and mopping everythings done. Then I should take a warm shower with my White Mask from Kore to release the tiredness.
That was my day.....
Friday, July 4, 2008
身病的星期五
今天 想到就不想趟在床上。 但是也没办法下也要吧
一大早 起来就已经觉得很不舒服
头很痛又很晕 妈妈问我 那就跟她说
不用上班啦 到9点钟 爸爸就 带我去看看医生
医生说我有点发烧 不用担心 小毛病而已
回到家我就吃了药 然后就睡觉 到下午
那就过了一天了
一大早 起来就已经觉得很不舒服
头很痛又很晕 妈妈问我 那就跟她说
不用上班啦 到9点钟 爸爸就 带我去看看医生
医生说我有点发烧 不用担心 小毛病而已
回到家我就吃了药 然后就睡觉 到下午
那就过了一天了
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Third Day in July
What a bored day ! gosh.....I cant opened up my eyes. It's really sleepy. Especially with the weather now....rain.....
Cant get a better sleep last night, as there is out of electricity at around 1:00am in the middle of the night. I have awaken from the sweat after a few minutes the broken from the electricity. Thats bad right. The tarriff has increased but the services has gone down.
Cant stand the hot and humid temperature, decided to wake up and pull off the curtain and let the air coming in from the window. That's really mad. But I cant do anything and just lay one bed...trying to close my eyes and keeping counting the white sheeps. Till 5 am, finally the electricity has came back to us. Ohh luckily, I still manage to get a better sleep for 45 minutes before the Subuh comes to wake me up.
Waking up at 5:45 am and I was really blur about it. Taken a warm shower and feel little refresh. I wish today its on Saturday at least I can sleep for another few hours before I wake up. Day dreaming...today its Thursday...still gotta work -_-''
Cant get a better sleep last night, as there is out of electricity at around 1:00am in the middle of the night. I have awaken from the sweat after a few minutes the broken from the electricity. Thats bad right. The tarriff has increased but the services has gone down.
Cant stand the hot and humid temperature, decided to wake up and pull off the curtain and let the air coming in from the window. That's really mad. But I cant do anything and just lay one bed...trying to close my eyes and keeping counting the white sheeps. Till 5 am, finally the electricity has came back to us. Ohh luckily, I still manage to get a better sleep for 45 minutes before the Subuh comes to wake me up.
Waking up at 5:45 am and I was really blur about it. Taken a warm shower and feel little refresh. I wish today its on Saturday at least I can sleep for another few hours before I wake up. Day dreaming...today its Thursday...still gotta work -_-''
Sunday, June 29, 2008
六月的最后星期天
Morning! Today is sunday. Honestly, its bored Sunday. Wake up in the early morning....mom and dad were not around. Yeah, they have their plan today to meet up some friends. Left me at home. However, I supposed to have Lunch with one of the Leng Zai....but he FFK....too bad.
My head is spinning around, probably preferably to stay at home and wait my mom and dad to be home after their lunch together with friends. Maybe its a good symptom too. So I do need to use too much money for this month and bring forward to next month.
July, its birthday month for friends....2 friends on the same month and same date.
Have yet to plan what to buy for them. And really have no ideas what they want too.......
My head is spinning around, probably preferably to stay at home and wait my mom and dad to be home after their lunch together with friends. Maybe its a good symptom too. So I do need to use too much money for this month and bring forward to next month.
July, its birthday month for friends....2 friends on the same month and same date.
Have yet to plan what to buy for them. And really have no ideas what they want too.......
Friday, June 27, 2008
Last Friday in the month of June
Hooray!!! Its Friday..... it's my favourite day. Why??? Because the next day I dont need to wake up so early and go to work. That's my point, Friday always my favourite day.
It's cooling this morning after the rain last night while I'm fall asleep. And this morning when wake up at 5:40am, received a sms that I have lost on my bet....I thought Russia could win the game. But they dont. Aiii.....what's the careless choice I have made to choose them to bet.
But I still can get my Miffy...in another way, I didnt lost my gift...Hahaha...am I too bad?
Hmmm...what do you plan for your Friday after work? Most people probably might thinking to have dinner then direct to club to hang out with some friends and probably a few drinks.
But for me, last night I have bought the ticket to watch ' WANTED' . I dont really know it is a nice movie or not, but since its AJ starring. I guess it should be a good show then.Yeah, called up a 2 best friend forever to company to watch it. Hahaha..since I bought them the ticket I guess they should buy me back a dinner...yeay...I am thinking what to eat tonight before I starving tonight. Oh Gosh, what a good friend like me ya =p
We cant say life always can be wonderful all the time, but friends should be forever...that we can always share together......
I cant wait my 5pm to come...so I can go to my movie...oh noo...its just still at 9 am...how can it be??!! Too bad...
It's cooling this morning after the rain last night while I'm fall asleep. And this morning when wake up at 5:40am, received a sms that I have lost on my bet....I thought Russia could win the game. But they dont. Aiii.....what's the careless choice I have made to choose them to bet.
But I still can get my Miffy...in another way, I didnt lost my gift...Hahaha...am I too bad?
Hmmm...what do you plan for your Friday after work? Most people probably might thinking to have dinner then direct to club to hang out with some friends and probably a few drinks.
But for me, last night I have bought the ticket to watch ' WANTED' . I dont really know it is a nice movie or not, but since its AJ starring. I guess it should be a good show then.Yeah, called up a 2 best friend forever to company to watch it. Hahaha..since I bought them the ticket I guess they should buy me back a dinner...yeay...I am thinking what to eat tonight before I starving tonight. Oh Gosh, what a good friend like me ya =p
We cant say life always can be wonderful all the time, but friends should be forever...that we can always share together......
I cant wait my 5pm to come...so I can go to my movie...oh noo...its just still at 9 am...how can it be??!! Too bad...
Monday, June 23, 2008
Pay Day
Its been a week....finally comes to pay day. Yeay...another month going to ended...its June this month. Honestly I have worked for this company almost coming to 2 months. Yeah, thats fast right. Colleagues are extremely friendly and helpful too.
Coming to July and there is another month to have parties....many of my friends are born in July. Bit scratching head need to buy gifts for them and havent think what to buy yet. Mean while, its really headache when especially they are girls....hmmm...you know girls sometime quite difficult to get their stuffs.....was thinking to get her an Ipod Cover...but probably maybe bought it from online...hahaha...cant tell you what I wanna give you ya...be patient.
There's another month and another week to go. Oh yeah, thats really bored. Life its like that ya. Hardly to predict but anyway, live happily for today it is the most important things to do....
Heard from my college mate's. She has pregnant...oh no another pregnant lady and becoming mom's soon..she was asking me when I will getting married...and my answer was...I have no plan yet to get married. Maybe I have used to my life with freedom..especially I am thinking of my travel plan which its more important from me than a marriage. I am not selfish, just wanna be really enjoyed before I got any commitment from anyone...
Coming to July and there is another month to have parties....many of my friends are born in July. Bit scratching head need to buy gifts for them and havent think what to buy yet. Mean while, its really headache when especially they are girls....hmmm...you know girls sometime quite difficult to get their stuffs.....was thinking to get her an Ipod Cover...but probably maybe bought it from online...hahaha...cant tell you what I wanna give you ya...be patient.
There's another month and another week to go. Oh yeah, thats really bored. Life its like that ya. Hardly to predict but anyway, live happily for today it is the most important things to do....
Heard from my college mate's. She has pregnant...oh no another pregnant lady and becoming mom's soon..she was asking me when I will getting married...and my answer was...I have no plan yet to get married. Maybe I have used to my life with freedom..especially I am thinking of my travel plan which its more important from me than a marriage. I am not selfish, just wanna be really enjoyed before I got any commitment from anyone...
Monday, June 16, 2008
Walking Under the Rain
Its a blue monday. Yeah, the 2 bosses came from Aussie today and had a lunch with us.
After a great and full lunch, we trying to walk back to office. Unfortunately, here come a heavy rain...me and another colleague got an umbrella and we are trying to walk back to office...slowly and steadily.
Yay...finally reach the office, without a drop of rain with us (unless under the shoe) that's true the shoes are wet...of course if not then it is not considered walking under the rain, right.
Back to office. Then rest a while and get into ladies and come out to bring a lot of water.
Gosh, I guess its the santan again...I ate nasi lemak and my stomach start grumbling. Oh nooo...I already swear not to eat it again, but I cant get it over the temptation of the Nasi Lemak. Too bad. But its just 2 pm now...how I am gonna survive to stand till 5 pm. Another call coming in again to ask about the enquiries...hmmm...I am getting sleepy now...oh gosh...I should eat too full for my lunch...I am bad bad....
After a great and full lunch, we trying to walk back to office. Unfortunately, here come a heavy rain...me and another colleague got an umbrella and we are trying to walk back to office...slowly and steadily.
Yay...finally reach the office, without a drop of rain with us (unless under the shoe) that's true the shoes are wet...of course if not then it is not considered walking under the rain, right.
Back to office. Then rest a while and get into ladies and come out to bring a lot of water.
Gosh, I guess its the santan again...I ate nasi lemak and my stomach start grumbling. Oh nooo...I already swear not to eat it again, but I cant get it over the temptation of the Nasi Lemak. Too bad. But its just 2 pm now...how I am gonna survive to stand till 5 pm. Another call coming in again to ask about the enquiries...hmmm...I am getting sleepy now...oh gosh...I should eat too full for my lunch...I am bad bad....
Sunday, June 15, 2008
父亲节快乐
Its a sunday morning, woke up this morning...dad was knocking my door..." wei, wake up la". Woke up and sit on my bed and scrubbing my eyes like babydoll. Uh-hoo...its just 6:30am in the morning. Oh noo..today its Father Day's....damn....I havent create my creative card yet. Better wake up now and had breakfast.
Mom and dad having breafast and they will be leaving soon to the farm house. And will back later in noon to have lunch with me....so quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face...rushing to the dining room to have breakfast with them. However, I still have bad flu since Thursday...havent fully recovered yet. Besides that, was really sleepy...Honestly -_-''
Since I have wake up, then get to have breakfast with them both. After sending them out from the gate...then I came in to my room...and rushing to create my creative card for my beloved Dad's on this Father's Day special. This what I did the same on the Mother's Day too.....
Mom and dad having breafast and they will be leaving soon to the farm house. And will back later in noon to have lunch with me....so quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face...rushing to the dining room to have breakfast with them. However, I still have bad flu since Thursday...havent fully recovered yet. Besides that, was really sleepy...Honestly -_-''
Since I have wake up, then get to have breakfast with them both. After sending them out from the gate...then I came in to my room...and rushing to create my creative card for my beloved Dad's on this Father's Day special. This what I did the same on the Mother's Day too.....
Friday, June 13, 2008
Friday ; the 13
Finally, its come to Friday...hooray, the weekend its coming....after a day sleeping on my warm bed...I can still feel the sleepy bug in my body. I really feel sleepy ....no choice still have to back to work though. Honestly, Friday mostly it's the quiet day of the week. Normally, not that much people will call in to disturb.
This early in the morning took train, its really crowded. That's the side effect from the fuel price increases. Everyone now will probably to take train rather than driving to work, esp for those mid-range salary about 1k plus. Sorry to say that, I am not a criticsm. But it's true life story huh....
Yay yay, coming to weekend...I dont have any plan honestly. Everything its increasing and monies become really not enough to use. Gotta plan for my trip and so forth...aiii...this world never got enough money to use.....
This early in the morning took train, its really crowded. That's the side effect from the fuel price increases. Everyone now will probably to take train rather than driving to work, esp for those mid-range salary about 1k plus. Sorry to say that, I am not a criticsm. But it's true life story huh....
Yay yay, coming to weekend...I dont have any plan honestly. Everything its increasing and monies become really not enough to use. Gotta plan for my trip and so forth...aiii...this world never got enough money to use.....
Thursday, June 12, 2008
MC Thursday
Its coming to my weekend soon, but unfortunately I am on MC today. Yeah, I got bad flu since last night. Couldnt sleep at night. Having a headache which can make me up a few times in a row during the middle of the night.
This morning around 5:30 am trying to wake and made a call to 'C' then after that I slept back. Its still headache and really dont feel well on my body. Started to have body ache and then sorethroat and my nose stucked...yeah, perhaps my sinus making me feel sick again...went to see doc...came home and take all the medicines with different colours like those candy manufacturer.....sleep till noon and wake up for my Lunch....oh gosh..what a bad flu...
This morning around 5:30 am trying to wake and made a call to 'C' then after that I slept back. Its still headache and really dont feel well on my body. Started to have body ache and then sorethroat and my nose stucked...yeah, perhaps my sinus making me feel sick again...went to see doc...came home and take all the medicines with different colours like those candy manufacturer.....sleep till noon and wake up for my Lunch....oh gosh..what a bad flu...
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Sleepy Wednesday
Morning, its Wednesday morning...damn I am so sleepy....even sleep at 11 pm last night. But my eyes still cant keep it open for a while. Maybe I am too tired or maybe I am lack of sleep. Having cough here...and wake up in the middle of the night. That make me fed-up.....sob sob.
But the another point of view, yay...today its come to mid of the week Wednesday still have another 2 days then we can enjoy our weekend its coming...cool rite ??!! Oh yeah, was having some discussion with my old classmate, they are planning to go clubbing this Friday night...uhh-hooo....going to be wild wild night.
We have been about half year we have not done any activities since after the karaoke session with them during the chinese new year. Everyone of them have their own business and career. Sometime really hard to get along with each and other, the best we have maybe a call or either sms. Friends sometime hard to find...but we need to appreciate each and other....we can see when you really needed a helping hand, then you will realize who is the best friend among them.
Oh yeah, one of my galfriend's (high school classmate) called yesterday and we have chit chat about 30 minutes. We have long chat actually...hehehe..but its really been a while have not chat along and have more things seem like we are having some little gap in between. Yeah, perhaps everyone has their own privacy to keep by his own......
But the another point of view, yay...today its come to mid of the week Wednesday still have another 2 days then we can enjoy our weekend its coming...cool rite ??!! Oh yeah, was having some discussion with my old classmate, they are planning to go clubbing this Friday night...uhh-hooo....going to be wild wild night.
We have been about half year we have not done any activities since after the karaoke session with them during the chinese new year. Everyone of them have their own business and career. Sometime really hard to get along with each and other, the best we have maybe a call or either sms. Friends sometime hard to find...but we need to appreciate each and other....we can see when you really needed a helping hand, then you will realize who is the best friend among them.
Oh yeah, one of my galfriend's (high school classmate) called yesterday and we have chit chat about 30 minutes. We have long chat actually...hehehe..but its really been a while have not chat along and have more things seem like we are having some little gap in between. Yeah, perhaps everyone has their own privacy to keep by his own......
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Yay...Finally Got My Tee
After a long hours working day...finally back to home. Stepped into my home and get my Pos Laju with my favourite Tees...ya, tats Mr Happy and Little Miss Rehab...good ya, cause I have finally to receive my favourite tee by today...was waiting for 2 weeks to desperate to get it...thats what I have for today...really feel happy on this...good work....buddy...keep it up.
A Rainy Morning on Tuesday
Its 8.45am now....has started my work on this morning at 8 am. Took the train at 7:10am, got the train and sitted myself and doze off all the way from the train station at Terminal Putra to KLCC. Stepped out from the train and walked to Avenue K. Its heavy raining....then decide to use my umbrealla and get back to my office. The weather its so cooling, ermmmm....perhap if I do not come to work today, I should have a piggy sleep now on my warm bed...hahaha...but always its like that. When I am on holiday, it will never fall any rain to let me have a cozy sleep.
But started to work, the cooling weather come and never let me have a cozy sleep -_-'' so bad huh...spending an hour last night to add more icon into my Blog..hope my Blog can look more cool and little bit cute...haha..I dont deny I am a cute girl too.
But started to work, the cooling weather come and never let me have a cozy sleep -_-'' so bad huh...spending an hour last night to add more icon into my Blog..hope my Blog can look more cool and little bit cute...haha..I dont deny I am a cute girl too.
Monday, June 9, 2008
An Australian Queen's Day
Its a holiday for me today, yeah...its an australian queen's day. Thats my only public holiday for the rest of my half year coming. I will need to wait long long way till my Christmas holidays for 2 days. Huh....its long long way to go -_-'' anyhow, it may help me to save more money during my working days.
I bought one set skincare this noon...yeah my usual brand it's Kose...but its cost me about RM 300 bucks...though its little bit expensive that other's but i have get used to this brand of skincare moreover more realiable cause its produce in Japan, not make in local. Not say I am criticism but I still prefer to use more reliable skincare, because it's apply to face.
I dont want to be like all reddish and whole pimple face...hahaha, that's my asset though. Time flies so fast, I have come into this company for a month. Though this gone it so quickly but I do really enjoy my working experience here. Working here with different culture, we drink on Friday noon to relax on ourself. That's funny right, I never worked in a company and drink beer in the office with bosses. Sometime, I am thinking am I working now ??!!
Recently, I found myself sometime abit weird and out of my temper. But I dunno how to explain it. Maybe it is a woman sense. Oh no...am I getting older now?? I hope I am not....
I bought one set skincare this noon...yeah my usual brand it's Kose...but its cost me about RM 300 bucks...though its little bit expensive that other's but i have get used to this brand of skincare moreover more realiable cause its produce in Japan, not make in local. Not say I am criticism but I still prefer to use more reliable skincare, because it's apply to face.
I dont want to be like all reddish and whole pimple face...hahaha, that's my asset though. Time flies so fast, I have come into this company for a month. Though this gone it so quickly but I do really enjoy my working experience here. Working here with different culture, we drink on Friday noon to relax on ourself. That's funny right, I never worked in a company and drink beer in the office with bosses. Sometime, I am thinking am I working now ??!!
Recently, I found myself sometime abit weird and out of my temper. But I dunno how to explain it. Maybe it is a woman sense. Oh no...am I getting older now?? I hope I am not....
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Duan We Jie
Its a cloudy sunday, story started with recently I have addicted with Online Shopping. Bought some Tee- shirt from online...hopefully it will arrive by coming Tuesday. Though tomorrow, Monday its on holiday...hehehe (Australia Queen's Day)....dont envy me okie...cause my next long holiday should be in Decemeber, I will have no holiday after this.
Its Chinese tradition festival today...Duan Wu Jie which it is als Dragon Boat festival for chinese, especially in Hong Kong. Mom and dad has invited my uncle, cousins and my favourite aunt 'W' for a dinner...and also one of the tenant....ohh no...I am the house owner (bao jo por). Hehehehe...
Mom has made Zongzi since on Friday, I have taken one...but after a while, i dont feel very well on my stomach...Ya, you're right I have gastric...and feeling not really good about it...and taken a Nasi Lemak too...damn after that I have vomit and not really feeling good in my stomach.
Guess maybe I have taken a wrong food.
Sunday morning, woke up..at first planning to have a movie with the so-called 'Leng Zai' but then he FFK me...aii...so the plan has cancelled la. What to do, he got so many so-called gal's friend. Then of course have to take queue la. Nevermind , its fate...as I told you is all about Fate -_-
Its Chinese tradition festival today...Duan Wu Jie which it is als Dragon Boat festival for chinese, especially in Hong Kong. Mom and dad has invited my uncle, cousins and my favourite aunt 'W' for a dinner...and also one of the tenant....ohh no...I am the house owner (bao jo por). Hehehehe...
Mom has made Zongzi since on Friday, I have taken one...but after a while, i dont feel very well on my stomach...Ya, you're right I have gastric...and feeling not really good about it...and taken a Nasi Lemak too...damn after that I have vomit and not really feeling good in my stomach.
Guess maybe I have taken a wrong food.
Sunday morning, woke up..at first planning to have a movie with the so-called 'Leng Zai' but then he FFK me...aii...so the plan has cancelled la. What to do, he got so many so-called gal's friend. Then of course have to take queue la. Nevermind , its fate...as I told you is all about Fate -_-
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
After Earth Quake 512
During these weeks after watching a lot of news regard of earthquake I really realized that I am really lucky which borned in a safe country withouth any disaster in my country.
While watching those volunteer, armies, doctors and nurses saving life in the earthquake of Sze Chuan, i am tearing like small baby....But honestly I really feel that its so sad and feel really dull when seeing those armies and doctors saving those lives.
In no matter what ways they tried, the have still have the motivation on saving people lives even though they are injured on the earthquake. I was thinking before whether I should be a volunteer too, as well then I can help them in that tough situation or else maybe I will may be freak out by sitting there crying for an hour. Sometimes, I feel those courage armies are tough person not only to face the enemy but to saves other lives.
Well, there is 2 weeks plus gone after a long rest .....Started up my jobs with full of energy and getting to know more colleagues..other than malaysian colleague, I still have cute colleagues from Australia, Sydney office...There are really cute, trying to entertain me when I am feeling bored...Maybe they are too nice to me...
Have you guys ever had the problem of thinking somebody during your sleep and affected you have not to have a good night sleep during the nights...Like maybe you will need to check them out what's they are doing in the middle of the night, do you think its falling in love again ???..........
While watching those volunteer, armies, doctors and nurses saving life in the earthquake of Sze Chuan, i am tearing like small baby....But honestly I really feel that its so sad and feel really dull when seeing those armies and doctors saving those lives.
In no matter what ways they tried, the have still have the motivation on saving people lives even though they are injured on the earthquake. I was thinking before whether I should be a volunteer too, as well then I can help them in that tough situation or else maybe I will may be freak out by sitting there crying for an hour. Sometimes, I feel those courage armies are tough person not only to face the enemy but to saves other lives.
Well, there is 2 weeks plus gone after a long rest .....Started up my jobs with full of energy and getting to know more colleagues..other than malaysian colleague, I still have cute colleagues from Australia, Sydney office...There are really cute, trying to entertain me when I am feeling bored...Maybe they are too nice to me...
Have you guys ever had the problem of thinking somebody during your sleep and affected you have not to have a good night sleep during the nights...Like maybe you will need to check them out what's they are doing in the middle of the night, do you think its falling in love again ???..........
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
A Tired Wednesday
As getting older, feel more tired...especially I m working at 8 am till 5 pm now.
Sometime, really dont feel like waking up to work, well its really nice to travel around without working and I will have money to spend though. Hahaha...but that of course will be day dreaming for me. For me, day by day the time flies so quickly and easily.
No matter how, it is I still prefer during my school days which I dont need to think what tomorrow happened and what has happened for today.
Many years ago, I was thinking what ages I can retired from works...but I think I dont need to think about it anymore...because works never end in anyway....works come and works goes...no matter what you've planned and what you've think probably sometime might not be those result that you wanted to.
No matter what it is and so we still need to accept though.....
Sometime, really dont feel like waking up to work, well its really nice to travel around without working and I will have money to spend though. Hahaha...but that of course will be day dreaming for me. For me, day by day the time flies so quickly and easily.
No matter how, it is I still prefer during my school days which I dont need to think what tomorrow happened and what has happened for today.
Many years ago, I was thinking what ages I can retired from works...but I think I dont need to think about it anymore...because works never end in anyway....works come and works goes...no matter what you've planned and what you've think probably sometime might not be those result that you wanted to.
No matter what it is and so we still need to accept though.....
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Mother's Day
Its Sunday morning, woke up early in the morning today....promised my mom that I will bring them for a dim sum breakfast. This morning, I was so obey and wake up without mom calling me to wake up in the early morning.
So brought some aunties and some grandma which though not my own grandma but I have treated them as my grannies...they also treat me very well too. This morning, was a really surprised when he called me and told me that he has arrived at home safely after a wedding party. Mean while, I really dunno what to tell him...just tell him that get a shower and sleep early. More over, I am still in a blurry eyes while talking to him.....
Tomorrow I m back to work again after 2 weeks resting like a Queen at home. I will need to sleep early tonight to ensure tomorrow I have the energy to work it and ganbate!
Oh yeah, has a date with my closest girlfriend for lunch...was thinking to try on the restaurant name The Apartment...that day we walked by and saw the envrionment was not that bad...really need to have something that we need to enjoy and leisure on it.....What A Sunday!
So brought some aunties and some grandma which though not my own grandma but I have treated them as my grannies...they also treat me very well too. This morning, was a really surprised when he called me and told me that he has arrived at home safely after a wedding party. Mean while, I really dunno what to tell him...just tell him that get a shower and sleep early. More over, I am still in a blurry eyes while talking to him.....
Tomorrow I m back to work again after 2 weeks resting like a Queen at home. I will need to sleep early tonight to ensure tomorrow I have the energy to work it and ganbate!
Oh yeah, has a date with my closest girlfriend for lunch...was thinking to try on the restaurant name The Apartment...that day we walked by and saw the envrionment was not that bad...really need to have something that we need to enjoy and leisure on it.....What A Sunday!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
CSI : Too much watching!?
I guess i must have been watching too much of CSI series. These days and nights sometime have a weird and strange dream...sometime may wake me middle of the night. Last night, I dont sleep well...dunno what's matter my whole body got the itchiness....Something must be wrong...I woke up at 6 am this morning.
While waiting for a conference call, I decide to make a breakfast...delicious breakfast, with sausages, eggs and bacon...with my favourite toast bread...and of course I cant live without my yummy yummy coffee... But isnt too early to have breakfast.
Where else, I have to get used to wake up early...as another next few days I will be working the shift from 7 am till 4 pm to follow the Australian time...well, for me it doesnt matter whether it works at 5 am and ended at 2 pm, it's just matter whether I have enough rest it or not....
Too many things, in one and after come up to me. Many things sometime its hardly to explain at once at the moment..No matter how, I believe it is fate..when the times its arriving then sometime will look back and think and evaluate yourself whether you have done right or wrong.
But no matter in what situation, now I believe family relationship its really important, because they will help u when you needed them the most. I am sure you all agree on me too.....
While waiting for a conference call, I decide to make a breakfast...delicious breakfast, with sausages, eggs and bacon...with my favourite toast bread...and of course I cant live without my yummy yummy coffee... But isnt too early to have breakfast.
Where else, I have to get used to wake up early...as another next few days I will be working the shift from 7 am till 4 pm to follow the Australian time...well, for me it doesnt matter whether it works at 5 am and ended at 2 pm, it's just matter whether I have enough rest it or not....
Too many things, in one and after come up to me. Many things sometime its hardly to explain at once at the moment..No matter how, I believe it is fate..when the times its arriving then sometime will look back and think and evaluate yourself whether you have done right or wrong.
But no matter in what situation, now I believe family relationship its really important, because they will help u when you needed them the most. I am sure you all agree on me too.....
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
On Tuesday
Its on Tuesday afternoon with a hot and high humidity weather. Was having a tea with my ex school mate and was thinking back of our school times, that was 10 years ago.
I told him that, we have graduate 10 years. I missed my school time especially during my high school time. That was my best moment in my life. You know we all grown up now. Everyone have their own career and jobs, maybe some of them are auditors, a designer, or maybe a small entrepreneur.
Many of us, have different ways and different path to go. Normally, when we reach until up to certain stage of life we found out that we have changed in certain attitude eg; the way we speaks and we present our life. That's true. I will enjoy another few days before starting back my jobs to go. Time flies easily where by, its has gone up to half year of 2008. There is another 96 days to go for Olympic.
Oh gosh, dunno what weather its today. Its so hot and humidity. Dont open your air-cond...we need to help our environment and save our earth cause of the CO2.
Altight, its coming to 5pm soon there is going to end of the Tuesday and coming to Wednesday.
More over, honestly these day I have better rest.....not much thinking of what I want...maybe thats known as rest and relax. Maybe previously I never think of myself and always concern about HIM, now I really think of myself. My health, my living and my happiness.....
I told him that, we have graduate 10 years. I missed my school time especially during my high school time. That was my best moment in my life. You know we all grown up now. Everyone have their own career and jobs, maybe some of them are auditors, a designer, or maybe a small entrepreneur.
Many of us, have different ways and different path to go. Normally, when we reach until up to certain stage of life we found out that we have changed in certain attitude eg; the way we speaks and we present our life. That's true. I will enjoy another few days before starting back my jobs to go. Time flies easily where by, its has gone up to half year of 2008. There is another 96 days to go for Olympic.
Oh gosh, dunno what weather its today. Its so hot and humidity. Dont open your air-cond...we need to help our environment and save our earth cause of the CO2.
Altight, its coming to 5pm soon there is going to end of the Tuesday and coming to Wednesday.
More over, honestly these day I have better rest.....not much thinking of what I want...maybe thats known as rest and relax. Maybe previously I never think of myself and always concern about HIM, now I really think of myself. My health, my living and my happiness.....
Friday, May 2, 2008
Cant Live Without Coffee
Its been a while I have not update my blog....yeah, I went somewhere while and leave everything here....I believe you guys have missing me very much.....Hahaha..that's called life. Well, I have adapt my living now and seem like quite free these days. And one things, which I found out I have adapt whereby I cant live without my coffee. Oh gosh, everyday I need a coffee...even today I walked to Ikea and my mind only thinking of my coffee.
Its really fast, today its on 2nd May 2008 , Friday. Time flies really fast ...no one can control the time can really flies it that way....no matter how tough and sad it was, it will come into another brand new day. Sometime, I am thinking human quite funny...when someone force you to do something maybe you'll not willing to do it. But once there is no one to force you to do it, then automatically you will realise you need to do by yourself.
That's me, I am this kinda of attitude where by no one can force me to do something that I dont like and or I disagree...but sometime it hard to change people mind. Cause once the people has establish a strong minded, then its really hard to control them to think of other reasons and affection. No matter, we must be strong and strengthen up those weakness then only we can win-up the war that we battle of it.
Though, it seem not that easy but I believe something that we can do it and which we can control in our mind....
Its really fast, today its on 2nd May 2008 , Friday. Time flies really fast ...no one can control the time can really flies it that way....no matter how tough and sad it was, it will come into another brand new day. Sometime, I am thinking human quite funny...when someone force you to do something maybe you'll not willing to do it. But once there is no one to force you to do it, then automatically you will realise you need to do by yourself.
That's me, I am this kinda of attitude where by no one can force me to do something that I dont like and or I disagree...but sometime it hard to change people mind. Cause once the people has establish a strong minded, then its really hard to control them to think of other reasons and affection. No matter, we must be strong and strengthen up those weakness then only we can win-up the war that we battle of it.
Though, it seem not that easy but I believe something that we can do it and which we can control in our mind....
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Do you Lie To ME
After my lunch break, I came back and check out my Facebook which I have been quite frequent to online and check. I have added HIM before as I remember but suddenly I cant find him at all, finally I have created another account and search him by using Find Friender and I have seek out something has tremendously HURT directly. Which maybe he never thought of I will find him in the friend finder.
Find out that has many things come up has make me mind gone wrong....honestly, I think he has changed. He is not really the person that I knew was previous in 3 years. Not the person which I know who is Honest and Loving and Caring anymore.
Yeah, I guess it is true...everyone has changed in the life for each of us. No matter how much we gives they will not appreciate in the end.......
Find out that has many things come up has make me mind gone wrong....honestly, I think he has changed. He is not really the person that I knew was previous in 3 years. Not the person which I know who is Honest and Loving and Caring anymore.
Yeah, I guess it is true...everyone has changed in the life for each of us. No matter how much we gives they will not appreciate in the end.......
Lazy To Work
Its a wednesday morning, this morning wake up with a breezely air...its raining sizzling outside. Quite lazy to wake up from the bed and especially under the warmth blanket. Something which new for me, Skype. I never notice Skype can do many things include the phone calls.
Today gonna be my last 2 days in this coming in Premiere....well, things has gone easily and quickly..like my relationship...good things always happened and gone it fast under the river without anyone noticing. But one things good that, after each of the incident happened then people only reliazed to appreciate what they have it before. Or maybe I am wrong, please do correct me if you think I am really wrong in my opinion.
Tomorrow, should be my last day in this company.I have ready to pack all the stuffs last night since my colleagues has voluntary me to drive me home. Hmmm...why Happy Moments always awake when you have really fallen into it? But maybe, this is known as life...everyone cant predict things which we cant control it too. Sometime, I am thinking maybe the God wants us to know what the challenge in our life and what should and how we can handle our life in our palm. Do you all believe in palmistry? Sometime, people said palmistry line which also represent the life that you have walk through and need to walk through.
No matter, how tough and hard it is. We need to walk through passing our life. Each one of us, have different stories in our life. Happy and Sad, sorrow and exciting every moment we still need to walk by throughout the life.
I believe in fate and I believe we may control some situation but its too late when we have noticing it....
Today gonna be my last 2 days in this coming in Premiere....well, things has gone easily and quickly..like my relationship...good things always happened and gone it fast under the river without anyone noticing. But one things good that, after each of the incident happened then people only reliazed to appreciate what they have it before. Or maybe I am wrong, please do correct me if you think I am really wrong in my opinion.
Tomorrow, should be my last day in this company.I have ready to pack all the stuffs last night since my colleagues has voluntary me to drive me home. Hmmm...why Happy Moments always awake when you have really fallen into it? But maybe, this is known as life...everyone cant predict things which we cant control it too. Sometime, I am thinking maybe the God wants us to know what the challenge in our life and what should and how we can handle our life in our palm. Do you all believe in palmistry? Sometime, people said palmistry line which also represent the life that you have walk through and need to walk through.
No matter, how tough and hard it is. We need to walk through passing our life. Each one of us, have different stories in our life. Happy and Sad, sorrow and exciting every moment we still need to walk by throughout the life.
I believe in fate and I believe we may control some situation but its too late when we have noticing it....
Monday, April 21, 2008
Wake up in the Monday Afternoon
Huh....wakign up in the monday afternoon...suddenly feeling something loneliness...but no worry...I am listening to Jay Chou..阳光宅男......something which can refresh me from the sleep. Honestly, I have been quite often to sleep till noon now...dunno what has happened to me recently maybe its should be my health alarm has coming into me. Well, was thinking to have a medical check up through whole body to know what its going on. But dad's is nagging me everyday...when you're going to check on the medical check up...aiii...sometime bit irriratate too.
Now already 1:30pm, I wake up then had a porridge. The stomach not feeling too good honestly. And my head too, not feeling too good too..maybe the dizziness make me more worse than ever. Still have another week to go and I am waiting for my trip its coming to me...yay...I am going to a trip, good for me too for walking around and coincidencely my high school mate, she is going too....really hope to see the happening things could be happen there...I have not been so while with them...especially I was belong to HIM...at that time.
Now already 1:30pm, I wake up then had a porridge. The stomach not feeling too good honestly. And my head too, not feeling too good too..maybe the dizziness make me more worse than ever. Still have another week to go and I am waiting for my trip its coming to me...yay...I am going to a trip, good for me too for walking around and coincidencely my high school mate, she is going too....really hope to see the happening things could be happen there...I have not been so while with them...especially I was belong to HIM...at that time.
A Secret Love
Cant wake up on this morning due to having dizziness head and really a low blood pressure. Many things happened on the weekend which we cant predict yet. I have started to learn how to cook and making pastry at home....its a strawberry souffle. Downloading the Jay Chou song and send it over to HIM as well. Hardly to tell the feeling, but just that we chat as same in previous just one thing we feel the less pressure in between each and other. Sometime, thing that we cant predict even the next day or next morning.
Honestly, I cant predict myself that I cant wake up in the morning....due to low blood pressure. Mean while, many things we can predict....Oh yeah, what a coincidence my high school friend is going to Singapore as well this weekend. Last night, she text me and asked me where do I stay during my Singapore trip.
I told her, to text me when she is in Singapore.....cause we can meet up and hang up together. Its coming to the weekend then I am going to Singapore soon. Well, things can be happened very fast and things can turn around in very fast sapce too....Never have a thought a relationship can be complicated and as simple as a blank paper. We all feel sometime confused in a different situation, where we are in the triangular position.
Honestly, I cant predict myself that I cant wake up in the morning....due to low blood pressure. Mean while, many things we can predict....Oh yeah, what a coincidence my high school friend is going to Singapore as well this weekend. Last night, she text me and asked me where do I stay during my Singapore trip.
I told her, to text me when she is in Singapore.....cause we can meet up and hang up together. Its coming to the weekend then I am going to Singapore soon. Well, things can be happened very fast and things can turn around in very fast sapce too....Never have a thought a relationship can be complicated and as simple as a blank paper. We all feel sometime confused in a different situation, where we are in the triangular position.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Starbuck's Coffee as my breakfast
Have not updated my blog for 2 days. These 2 days I have cool and calm down myself by using meditation. Honestly, it helps me alot for my sleeping. I cant sleep very well during the night especially last 2 months I have the same bad nightmare which awake me during middle of the night. Was chatting with HIM last night. Find out that, we have less pressure in between the conversations. More over we are like more to a ' Buddy style' now.
I told him that, maybe sometime we need to have some struggles and difficulties in order to improve in our life. Maybe thats true for both of us, we have distance difficulties.
This morning went to Starbucks, honestly since the day I have broke off...I have change my taste and preference which previously I drink Hot Chocolate but now I cant live without the Coffee...at the first 2 days, I drank coffee but my heart-beat till 120 pulse per every mins...super fast right...I went to see doc, as he advised not to drink coffee too much, cause its caffein affect me to be ' super high' same LIKE people taking drugs. But I really cant make it because I need it to refresh myself especially during working hours. I remember I told HIM before not to drink coffee because it will not good for health, he said he will drink tea instead.
Sometime, I am thinking LOVE and relationship its quite unpredictable...love can come like a wind and flow over like a river....
Oh yeah, havent share my experience....this morning went to buy me coffee of the day...to start up my working. Fortunately, met a french guy...well I can say he is not that tall..maybe a slightly taller than me. Then he say ' Hi' to me, and saying that I look similar as his ex-wife. He thought I am her at first sight...he told me he has divorce and came to Malaysia working for 2 years plus. Well, honestly I dont want to know about it cause its none of my business too. But after I know he is a french and we start to have some conversation as I am telling him I m learning French language too. We have exchange our messenger, I told him I may need his help when I have some language problem...he feel very friendly to me and said ' Sure'.
Then we wave our hand and headed back to work.
Probably, its become my new beginning to meet friends now...its a good beginning too...hey..YOU remember to share things with me ya...I know you'll check it out my blog sometime. I told HIM,
yesterday was yesterday, today is today, we still have many new days to come'
I told him that, maybe sometime we need to have some struggles and difficulties in order to improve in our life. Maybe thats true for both of us, we have distance difficulties.
This morning went to Starbucks, honestly since the day I have broke off...I have change my taste and preference which previously I drink Hot Chocolate but now I cant live without the Coffee...at the first 2 days, I drank coffee but my heart-beat till 120 pulse per every mins...super fast right...I went to see doc, as he advised not to drink coffee too much, cause its caffein affect me to be ' super high' same LIKE people taking drugs. But I really cant make it because I need it to refresh myself especially during working hours. I remember I told HIM before not to drink coffee because it will not good for health, he said he will drink tea instead.
Sometime, I am thinking LOVE and relationship its quite unpredictable...love can come like a wind and flow over like a river....
Oh yeah, havent share my experience....this morning went to buy me coffee of the day...to start up my working. Fortunately, met a french guy...well I can say he is not that tall..maybe a slightly taller than me. Then he say ' Hi' to me, and saying that I look similar as his ex-wife. He thought I am her at first sight...he told me he has divorce and came to Malaysia working for 2 years plus. Well, honestly I dont want to know about it cause its none of my business too. But after I know he is a french and we start to have some conversation as I am telling him I m learning French language too. We have exchange our messenger, I told him I may need his help when I have some language problem...he feel very friendly to me and said ' Sure'.
Then we wave our hand and headed back to work.
Probably, its become my new beginning to meet friends now...its a good beginning too...hey..YOU remember to share things with me ya...I know you'll check it out my blog sometime. I told HIM,
yesterday was yesterday, today is today, we still have many new days to come'
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
An O'Brien Sandwich Lunch
Was sipping my cup of coffee and looking outside from my office window. So blurry and hazey which cant really see what the building within 5 metres. Its so heavily rain in Kuala Lumpur.
This afternoon walked with my colleagues to The Weld and toward the O'Brien Sandwich which we have planned earlier to dine our lunchie here. We have bought 2 lunch meals with a Mushroom soup. Three of us shared 2 sets of set meals. Was chit chatting about our future after leaving and so. That what we are doing right now. Especially we are women, a lot of gossips which we can share with each and other that where we can maked friends from different world and even far apart of near distance.
Saw there is the postcard session where display for the postcards, I took 2 postcards and sitting down in the sofa again. Got my pen and decide to write a few words to HIM....honestly feeling so down last week and now I'm getting really really better...because I know we cant force something which really cant work out. Even sometime we have the stubborn and think back that we shouldn't have this mindset. That's true.
This afternoon walked with my colleagues to The Weld and toward the O'Brien Sandwich which we have planned earlier to dine our lunchie here. We have bought 2 lunch meals with a Mushroom soup. Three of us shared 2 sets of set meals. Was chit chatting about our future after leaving and so. That what we are doing right now. Especially we are women, a lot of gossips which we can share with each and other that where we can maked friends from different world and even far apart of near distance.
Saw there is the postcard session where display for the postcards, I took 2 postcards and sitting down in the sofa again. Got my pen and decide to write a few words to HIM....honestly feeling so down last week and now I'm getting really really better...because I know we cant force something which really cant work out. Even sometime we have the stubborn and think back that we shouldn't have this mindset. That's true.
Monday, April 14, 2008
A Cup of Cafe Latte
Its almost end of the Monday Blue today. Feel relief after I tender my resignation to my Team Leader. I will still have another 2 more weeks in this company and will leave for a short break. Then join into another new company for my new begining of life.
Last night couldnt sleep well, was thinking a lot too. Maybe I shall not thinking for previous and move forward to a new begining of life now. So this morning I head to the Starbucks Coffee to get an espresso. Was little bit tired today and feel bit sleepy. Cause the weather also one of the reason of it. Thinking to get some express course for french language or other languages. I need to think of myself now. Was thinking to get one of the native from european language.
During the lunch time, went out with my colleague to have cup of Latte in Sans Francisco Coffee House. We talked about our failure in relationship, she had one too...but her situation its worse than me. Sometime, I am thinking maybe I should now get ready myself to travel around the world...to see how wonderful this whole it is. Last night chatted with a friend from Netherland too but not HIM...dun misunderstand. He told me that he also has just broke up with his Malaysian girlfriend in January 2008, due to his girlfriend has moved into Shanghai and fall in love with someone and then dump him insteadly.
Feel so sad for him, but he seem doesnt care anymore about it...maybe he is a man, thats different in between a man and a woman. A woman will feel depression after she has lost someone or something in her life. But as a man, they will easily forgotten what has happened even though just last night or not long ago.
I will try my best tooo.....in some moments should keep it but sometime should let it go instead to hold back. It will not benefit to both in no matter how.
Mean while, this morning I've chatted with one of my high school mate....suggested a pajama party which all in lingerie...sorry guys..not for you all...we are invite gals only...no permission for you all...we just wanna enjoy our fun and indulgence ourself in our life time with satin and lacey lingerie which we have forgotten ourself as a woman we should have something to pamper ourself.
Last night couldnt sleep well, was thinking a lot too. Maybe I shall not thinking for previous and move forward to a new begining of life now. So this morning I head to the Starbucks Coffee to get an espresso. Was little bit tired today and feel bit sleepy. Cause the weather also one of the reason of it. Thinking to get some express course for french language or other languages. I need to think of myself now. Was thinking to get one of the native from european language.
During the lunch time, went out with my colleague to have cup of Latte in Sans Francisco Coffee House. We talked about our failure in relationship, she had one too...but her situation its worse than me. Sometime, I am thinking maybe I should now get ready myself to travel around the world...to see how wonderful this whole it is. Last night chatted with a friend from Netherland too but not HIM...dun misunderstand. He told me that he also has just broke up with his Malaysian girlfriend in January 2008, due to his girlfriend has moved into Shanghai and fall in love with someone and then dump him insteadly.
Feel so sad for him, but he seem doesnt care anymore about it...maybe he is a man, thats different in between a man and a woman. A woman will feel depression after she has lost someone or something in her life. But as a man, they will easily forgotten what has happened even though just last night or not long ago.
I will try my best tooo.....in some moments should keep it but sometime should let it go instead to hold back. It will not benefit to both in no matter how.
Mean while, this morning I've chatted with one of my high school mate....suggested a pajama party which all in lingerie...sorry guys..not for you all...we are invite gals only...no permission for you all...we just wanna enjoy our fun and indulgence ourself in our life time with satin and lacey lingerie which we have forgotten ourself as a woman we should have something to pamper ourself.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Like or Love
Watched the movie name ' A Moment To Remember' last night. So coincidenly, it is on the TV which HIM introduce to watch it before. Its all about a young couple, the young lady has got an illness of azheilmer. I have chatted with HIM and he told not only the young lady its the ' victim' but also her husband and family. Because she has forgotten what she had it before. No memory in the brain at all. I wish I could have this kinda of illness now, so I cant forget everything previously and start a new life beginning.
Sometime, I am thinking 'like or love' doesnt mean being together will have the same happiness. Especially in now the modern world. A marriage doesnt mean forever,no one can guarantee a marriage could be forever, as a couple it can break it up. A marriage couple can divorce easily after married,maybe one day or 2 weeks. Its really possible in this world now.
Sometime You Like A Person doesnt mean You Love Her or Him. Its just a routine, you see him or her. That my own opinion.
Sometime, I am thinking 'like or love' doesnt mean being together will have the same happiness. Especially in now the modern world. A marriage doesnt mean forever,no one can guarantee a marriage could be forever, as a couple it can break it up. A marriage couple can divorce easily after married,maybe one day or 2 weeks. Its really possible in this world now.
Sometime You Like A Person doesnt mean You Love Her or Him. Its just a routine, you see him or her. That my own opinion.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Valisere Bra Fashion Show
Feel too bored today, went out to have walk with Rene my best girlfriend in the town. And she got me into an event which concious about the Bra and Inner Wear and Lingerie, I should say that. Well, its become more attractive when I heard about it. After we have a long walk in PC Fair then we dropped by to this event by Valisere also co-joint with Triumph a branded international company. The host was Gillian Hung was one of the famous designers and grooming director. Got a free gift from this Valisere, which it is a panty...embroided panty...nice but I guess its not cheap though.
After came back from the show and went back home. Suddenly in mind I am thinking one person, which its HIM.....most of the usual weekend usually I will chatted with him at this period pf time. He now dun even reply my sms, means he really feel bored of me....probably I should say...he has let me go instead of me. Sometime I am thinking if we are friends as before I rather choose as friend than a lover now. Its so hard and really cant think what the reason to become a friend now. Nevertheless, we have been for 3 years...yes...everyone thinking I ma getting it over...but honestly its really hard for me...3 years....maybe for each of us we have different thinking. We have changed in our mind...that we dont deny...else we can say we have grown up in certain way.
After came back from the show and went back home. Suddenly in mind I am thinking one person, which its HIM.....most of the usual weekend usually I will chatted with him at this period pf time. He now dun even reply my sms, means he really feel bored of me....probably I should say...he has let me go instead of me. Sometime I am thinking if we are friends as before I rather choose as friend than a lover now. Its so hard and really cant think what the reason to become a friend now. Nevertheless, we have been for 3 years...yes...everyone thinking I ma getting it over...but honestly its really hard for me...3 years....maybe for each of us we have different thinking. We have changed in our mind...that we dont deny...else we can say we have grown up in certain way.
Escape from Huang Shi
Last night me, dad and mom and an aunt we four of us when to watch a historical movie name ' Escape from Huang Shi'. It is actually from a true story-based become a movie. In this movie it is all about the journalist of George Hogg and beside a true story.
Well, i will prefer give it about 4 **** star for this movie, the movie story it is not bad. Especially my dad whom really likes this kinda of movie. Honestly, tell you gals and guys something, my mom and dad has been about more than 15 years did not walked into a cinema. Last night when the first impression to them walked into a cinema they are so surprise...wah nowsday cinema totally different from those years above 20 years ago.....Hahaha...then I explained now, its different century mom and dad, everything its more advanced now. I know they actually do not want to go cinema, but recently they know I have broke off into a relationship they have been worried for me...Mom and dad, dont worry about me...I am already big big gal la...I should know to control myself.
Oh yeah, we are going back to talk about the movie. George Hogg its a journalist from Britain to explore the war in Nanjing, it is all about the Nanjing war in 1937 then he escape from Nanjing to Huang Shi...and helped the children there...and he brought 60 over children to escape from Huang Shi to Shan Dan which very near to Gobi Sahara. The whole story it is about how he escape from the war and become a really ' man ' . I cried on the final part of the movie as he died because of tetanus. Because I m thinking even how good and kind person you're. You'll still died, I didnt mean to say that being a good person its good but one day someone will leave you include your family...they will not company you forever and live like forever and longevity.
Well, i will prefer give it about 4 **** star for this movie, the movie story it is not bad. Especially my dad whom really likes this kinda of movie. Honestly, tell you gals and guys something, my mom and dad has been about more than 15 years did not walked into a cinema. Last night when the first impression to them walked into a cinema they are so surprise...wah nowsday cinema totally different from those years above 20 years ago.....Hahaha...then I explained now, its different century mom and dad, everything its more advanced now. I know they actually do not want to go cinema, but recently they know I have broke off into a relationship they have been worried for me...Mom and dad, dont worry about me...I am already big big gal la...I should know to control myself.
Oh yeah, we are going back to talk about the movie. George Hogg its a journalist from Britain to explore the war in Nanjing, it is all about the Nanjing war in 1937 then he escape from Nanjing to Huang Shi...and helped the children there...and he brought 60 over children to escape from Huang Shi to Shan Dan which very near to Gobi Sahara. The whole story it is about how he escape from the war and become a really ' man ' . I cried on the final part of the movie as he died because of tetanus. Because I m thinking even how good and kind person you're. You'll still died, I didnt mean to say that being a good person its good but one day someone will leave you include your family...they will not company you forever and live like forever and longevity.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Longiness Evidenza
Oh gosh, saw the Longiness Evidenza watch...I really admire into it now. Another thing, which I have found out that I've addicted to the blog, it seem weird but since now I dun have anyone to talk with....then why not I share my things with you guys...
Do you think one day I should become the second of the J.K Rowling or maybe richer than her...a great blogger. Shut up man! Oh yeah, why change topic...we are just discussing about the Longiness Evidenza watch...oh my god, I feel admire on the watch...but what I've heard from my colleague it cost around RM 15K plus to get this watch...oh damn it, which that now I got a Millionaire boyfriend...haha...that the purpose to be a rich man girlfriend ya...
Was now looking for a good watch and then move a change of myself...I am too saving prevously which I dunno its a positive or not, but since I am relief from a bird cage, I should enjoy my freedom...gals and guy, do you agree on me?
Do you think one day I should become the second of the J.K Rowling or maybe richer than her...a great blogger. Shut up man! Oh yeah, why change topic...we are just discussing about the Longiness Evidenza watch...oh my god, I feel admire on the watch...but what I've heard from my colleague it cost around RM 15K plus to get this watch...oh damn it, which that now I got a Millionaire boyfriend...haha...that the purpose to be a rich man girlfriend ya...
Was now looking for a good watch and then move a change of myself...I am too saving prevously which I dunno its a positive or not, but since I am relief from a bird cage, I should enjoy my freedom...gals and guy, do you agree on me?
Friday Mood...on Red Bean and Green Bean Soup
Friday ....everyone its on the mood for the weekend, except for me.
They request to eat sweet dessert like red bean tong sui, unfortunately one of my colleagues today not in the office and I have forced to cook for the tong sui for today. Guess what, what kinda of electric appliance that we use to cook dessert in office, especially we are in not enough resources pantry.
Okok, now I open the guess. We use the rice cooker to cook the red bean & green bean tong sui. That what we use to cook for Bak Kut Teh as well.
Alright, I have got back to work while have to keep monitor my tong sui...I am the chef for the office today.
They request to eat sweet dessert like red bean tong sui, unfortunately one of my colleagues today not in the office and I have forced to cook for the tong sui for today. Guess what, what kinda of electric appliance that we use to cook dessert in office, especially we are in not enough resources pantry.
Okok, now I open the guess. We use the rice cooker to cook the red bean & green bean tong sui. That what we use to cook for Bak Kut Teh as well.
Alright, I have got back to work while have to keep monitor my tong sui...I am the chef for the office today.
My First No Direction Friday
Today become my first no drection Friday in all 3 years. As usual, this morning I woke up and back to work as norm. But what I mean no direction its because I dun feel like the Friday mood anymore, in my previous every Friday I will be damn really happy because hoping to coming on Saturday and chat with HIM. But today its my first feeling, I dont like Friday cause it could be my lonely weekend coming to me soon, as I wont chat with HIM anymore to share our happiness and sadness as usual as other normal couple.
But its gud feeling to me, that I will be really can forgotten him in a minute. Maybe let say in this way. I only met him 3 times in my 3 years relationship. Each times we meet only not more than 1 month. That what I am feeling that this relationship can be with or without him. Haha...maybe I become an analyze in this situation. As I am not going to looking back the previous 3 years times. But I am looking forward for my 30 years over. As HE always said long term, but HE dun even plan for the short term goal and now saying for Long TERM plan. What an i****t of him......opps sorry doesnt mean to say all of you...but it just a truth.
But its gud feeling to me, that I will be really can forgotten him in a minute. Maybe let say in this way. I only met him 3 times in my 3 years relationship. Each times we meet only not more than 1 month. That what I am feeling that this relationship can be with or without him. Haha...maybe I become an analyze in this situation. As I am not going to looking back the previous 3 years times. But I am looking forward for my 30 years over. As HE always said long term, but HE dun even plan for the short term goal and now saying for Long TERM plan. What an i****t of him......opps sorry doesnt mean to say all of you...but it just a truth.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
A One Millionaire Girlfriend
I guess I must be too free thinking too much on my situation. Who cares, blog it should be my world. My fantasay world. A man today asked me a question, I have ten million but I dont have a girlfriend.
He need a trial girlfirend in this moment, which long last for one month. He asked me a question, if I would pay you half million for you to be my girlfriend for one month, will you think of it to be my one month trial girlfriend.
If you have suceed to pass on this one month trial as my girlfriend, then I will definately marry you to be my official wife and you will be have a chauffeur, a kitchener and several of maids and few gardeners and of course a butler.
At first I am thinking, I marry a man who I doesnt love but a lot of money. Else I would choose that I love but he doenst loved me anymore and with the conflict with his family.
If you're me, which man you will choose....dear ladies, i know its such a difficult question but which one you prefer.
Give me some comment when you guys have really think about it.
He need a trial girlfirend in this moment, which long last for one month. He asked me a question, if I would pay you half million for you to be my girlfriend for one month, will you think of it to be my one month trial girlfriend.
If you have suceed to pass on this one month trial as my girlfriend, then I will definately marry you to be my official wife and you will be have a chauffeur, a kitchener and several of maids and few gardeners and of course a butler.
At first I am thinking, I marry a man who I doesnt love but a lot of money. Else I would choose that I love but he doenst loved me anymore and with the conflict with his family.
If you're me, which man you will choose....dear ladies, i know its such a difficult question but which one you prefer.
Give me some comment when you guys have really think about it.
In A Stardust Memory
I saw him online and dropped HIM a line to say HI. I've asked him a question, if given back you 3 years ago will you choose me to love me again or we still as like the friend like before, chat whole day and night....what we thinking. HE hardly answer me what the answer suppose to say to me, the word he can say its SORRY. I really kinda of bored hearing this word now ' I'M SORRY' doesnt mean sorry can cure everything.
I told him " Now I only realised that, previously its could be prioritize to be become a privilege to be number one in HIS heart but once HE said I've not feeling to you anymore and become the "stardust" the feeling never never will come back to previously.
I feel really weird, when all along we are as couple and love each other, it is will someday the ' A ' will tell you I have no feeling to you, what do feel. I just want to know the comment and feeling only.
What you will feel, if I told you first I already have another guy and I dont need YOU anymore.
I told him " Now I only realised that, previously its could be prioritize to be become a privilege to be number one in HIS heart but once HE said I've not feeling to you anymore and become the "stardust" the feeling never never will come back to previously.
I feel really weird, when all along we are as couple and love each other, it is will someday the ' A ' will tell you I have no feeling to you, what do feel. I just want to know the comment and feeling only.
What you will feel, if I told you first I already have another guy and I dont need YOU anymore.
New Life with my New Blogque
Its my first time using the new blog spot here.
Its my new life beginning and new blog, what I should write...perhaps not that kinda of old boring stuff again.
I am not going to write bout my relationship anymore, it all end and over. Never will like to talk about it anymore of HIM in my blog. Let's talk something more happy.....
Seriously I dunno how to use this blogspot, I am still new anyway....so what it is blog about. In many years ago, I wrote diary everynight....but I think now Blog become a diaries for each and everyone of our modern lifestyle in 21st century. More over, people now its damn lazy, thats true. One of my colleague told me, she doesnt like to write a word , perhaps if only signature then she has no choice to sign on the paper.
You can see the different nows day people, thats really lazy right. There are many type of people, include those looks HONEST but kinda of LIAR...included HIM....oppss..back to sorry we said before not to include HIM in our blogque right.
Alrite, boss is around my corner gotta blog it out now...see ya around.
Its my new life beginning and new blog, what I should write...perhaps not that kinda of old boring stuff again.
I am not going to write bout my relationship anymore, it all end and over. Never will like to talk about it anymore of HIM in my blog. Let's talk something more happy.....
Seriously I dunno how to use this blogspot, I am still new anyway....so what it is blog about. In many years ago, I wrote diary everynight....but I think now Blog become a diaries for each and everyone of our modern lifestyle in 21st century. More over, people now its damn lazy, thats true. One of my colleague told me, she doesnt like to write a word , perhaps if only signature then she has no choice to sign on the paper.
You can see the different nows day people, thats really lazy right. There are many type of people, include those looks HONEST but kinda of LIAR...included HIM....oppss..back to sorry we said before not to include HIM in our blogque right.
Alrite, boss is around my corner gotta blog it out now...see ya around.
My New Blogspot
Hi Ladies and Gentleman, this my new blog spot for me to release my sadness, happiness and sharing all my love to you all....
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